its over
finally i said out
how much i cant bear to
but i do not wish to get disappointed again
you are not anxious at all
even now when im leaving you
you told me how hurt you were
its was so not convincing
cause you did nothing
you didnt came down to explain yourself
i didnt even receive thousands of phonecalls from you
you sleep well
you work as usual
what a asshole you are

you gave me that explanation and expect me to believe you
how ridiculous can you get
will you believe me if its in your shoes?
how long you gonna lie
im glad that i made that call
or else im still deceiving myself
i console myself even though feelings alr tell me it no longer there
im silly but thank you
you made me learn things i thought was easy.

if what you said was true
thats mean i mistaken you
if you're really hurt and doesnt want to lose me
than why you sound so normal
like our usual fight
not anxious at all
not at all...

Jarelyn wrote; it's complicating. 9:07 PM