im so worried about you
couldnt get to sleep
controlled my tears
try not to think so much
yet your reaction was so calm
you say you understand
but it doesnt feel so
you dont make me feel important to you
you dont show eagerness in this matter or me
it seems like a very small matter
but the tears i shed last night
disallowed me to forgive you this easily
no actions was shown either
im still waiting foolishly
but im getting more and more disappointment
you are not like this before
you make me feel that im so important
you care for the very little things
but now, i feel that you dont.
you denied but i feel it.
i dont wish for the worst to come
its 2 months more.
do you really know how i felt?
is text messaging that hard for you?
hard to the extent that you cant spend just one minute to send the message
and reaasure me.
you havent learn the lesson have you?
or was the lesson not harsh enough?
too forgiving?
everything will be fine if you do.
we will be out now happily eating
and as you have promised, make up for our christmas eve.
no actions. no actions.
disappointed.

Jarelyn wrote; it's complicating. 7:27 PM