i didnt know what i could do now
i just want to work hard for the last two papers
i didnt want to think of anything now, but can i do it?
problems are all coming my way
if its not one thing, its another...
i have no one to tell me what i could do now
because it all lies on me
i dont know which decision will be a good ending
i can just make everyone happy if i do that
if i really do that, will i be happy?
should i just ignore my own feelings and grant other's happiness?
i have nothing to lost either
i will not be that unhappy as it seems to either
but why does my heart tell me likewise?
sometimes i do want an accompanion when im down
even though i may look strong and cheerful
but always keeping things to myself is really a torture
and when i come to think about that
will i be able to tell that someone special whats bottom my heart?
im afraid i cant say it out
cause im too used doing all this myself
is not that my friends and families cant
is just that sometimes i did try to hide my feelings from them
and sometimes i didnt feel like saying it out
i dont know what i really want
peace? or someone to talk to?

Jarelyn wrote; it's complicating. 6:02 AM