i have been chatting with my few friends around a few minutes ago
and i really think alot while i chat with them
i dont know why suddenly i started to think so much
i do not know why guys are so into victory
im referring to the guys in my class but seriously there no offences
these are just what i think
is getting number 1 and able to win your friends that important?
dont you think friendship are more important than victory?
if you got to win everybody but you dont have a true friend with you
is that really the happiness that you wanted?
by beating your friends in terms of studies or whatever
does thats really make you happy
or it is just because it makes you the strongest among your friends
a great sense of achievement? happiness? contentment?

no offences and it just what i think
as i said different people have different mindset
it may be hard for you to accept failure
but having failure can make you even stronger
the only person you have to defeat is you, yourself
i think this phrase is really common but i find it very true
your friends are someone who you got to treasure aside family
not someone to compete with
Humans just have to learn to appreciate and treasure
well, it applies to everyone including myself.

-i do once given chances to a friend
whom always have been lying to me
who i thought will be my friends forever but its no longer true.
i do miss the times i spent with her, but i bet she dont. :(

Jarelyn wrote; it's complicating. 4:18 AM