im happy and alright so dont worry.
i know how you feel
Rather seeing you leaving alone
tears at me with every step you take
You can curse me, you can hate me
a fool who cant protect love
Although i've said i love you, i let go of the hands i held
ive told you not to leave but ive left you behind
You should be the first to leave
you should be the first to forget
it will become easier if you turn your back strongly to me
The sins ive committed stopped us so dont harden your heart
Please forgive my selfish love
Ive been patient and patient again
and when the world caves in
i wish for the place where we parted

what happen now?
what should i do?
Fearlessly, without hesitation i love her
Quietly, even I...
even I dont know, pretending ive forgotten
even though i live i die
even the world's condemnation
even this crazed appearance
even knowing all this
even though it frightens me, i love her
where are you?
can you really hear my words?
then this blood that spills from my pitiful love
you must know this too, please forgive me
if you punish me, i'll accept it
But her.. just this one person
please allow our love.

Jarelyn wrote; it's complicating. 8:20 AM